An invitation to wholeness . . .
To know and be one with all that is.Have you felt the pull of your soul to return to source? Maybe you’ve followed a lot of paths that led to outward sources that claimed that their method, their teaching, their community could satisfy your soul. But you never felt met, deep on your inside. You never felt fully filled.
Or maybe you’ve experienced glimpses of deep inner connection, but you’ve lost your way. You can’t find the way back in. Maybe you’ve lost hope you can ever find it.
Perhaps you’ve felt distracted by shiny objects that clutter your view, distractions that keep you from turning within.
It is my work and my mission to help you find your way back to your inner essence. To encourage you to make the choices that can keep you there. To inspire you to the life you may have only glimpsed, or imagined. One in which your divine essence and human life become fully integrated. So you live every day as who you truly are, as all that you are. As who you can be.
In connection,
Eva Live
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Why I created Intimacy with Spirit
In September 2020, my life had come to a standstill. I’d spent the last 3 months homeless, living in national parks in my van with my two daughters.
The business I’d worked on since early 2019 with every ounce of my energy and time and passion had failed to generate any more than mild curiosity in a marketplace that seemed crowded and uninterested in the soul-led work I felt so called to bring.
But none of that outward pain compared to the emptiness I felt inside, since the deep connection I’d previously enjoyed with spirit had dwindled into nothing but echoes in an abandoned cave.
I felt dry.
Desolate.
And so, so, angry.
I felt betrayed.
I had spent the last bit of the money I’d been saving to sign up for inner voice facilitator training, with Jess Lively. It was my last hope. And my deepest knowing. I couldn’t give up on what I knew inside to be my life work — helping people to reconnect with their inner source and bring that connection through their entire lives.
So 4 days after I started the training and received the keys to my new government-assisted apartment, I wrote a really angry letter to my inner voice:
I feel like I have a ten thousand pound weight on me everywhere I go. I’m so angry. . . . I’m angry that I followed my soul on faith and it left me with nothing. With homelessness. I had to fight my way out of that. And then my car dies.
I feel that my soul doesn’t care about the physical me, the character. . . .
The whole thing just feels like a lie, something I made up inside my head to matter.
But. I. Don’t. Even. Matter. . . .
And you’re not real so it doesn’t matter if I say anything mean I’m just saying it to nothing.
After pouring out all my angry rant onto the journal page, I finally, angrily, pounded out these words, and with them, made a tiny opening to my inner being:
Do you have anything to say in response?
“I love you” was the message that effortlessly bubbled up from within.
Which incited me to spew some more angry words:
There is nothing that you help me with nothing. You are cruel.
And then in just a few short sentences, the inner voice brought me back to love, melted all my defenses, and brought peace.
I hear that. You feel hurt, betrayed.
Yes.
I’m still here.
Ok what does that even mean?
You’ll know.
No I don’t I won’t I don’t care.
Open up to what is real love. Not the demands to meet desires.
So you’re admitting my desires mean nothing to you?
No, they mean everything. But not in demands. It’s your desires that I find fascinating. Will you let go of the demands?
And somehow through those words, I felt the love. I let it in. I allowed that invitation. I made that choice.
And even though in that moment, I still didn’t have any understanding about why all those things had happened, I felt peace.
With persistence, deep love, and wise guidance, over the next months of my life, the inner voice proceeded to lead me through a process of integration — one in which I allowed every pain, misunderstanding, and despair, every trauma, every human aspect of my being, all to come into the love within. I brought all of it to my inner being.
At every moment, at every opportunity, I chose this real love. And when I wasn’t ready, and I couldn’t choose it, the inner being would orchestrate my life to bring me to a place where I could willingly step into fullness.
Willingly embrace bringing the fullness of all that I am into the human dimension.
Into the shadow-land where people don’t believe in this kind of love. Into the place of fighting. Of striving. Of efforting. Of despair, when all the human mind-based work we could ever do, have ever done, falls again to ruin.
I’ve come to know, to understand, all this depth of love and wisdom and divine inner essence needs to come all the way out, into the human dimension, in which we all live.
Intimacy with Spirit is the channel I created, to bring that out.
Hi! I'm Eva Live — author, teacher, and coach. I specialize in helping you tune in to hear your intuition (aka inner voice, spirit, higher self, voice of God, or divine essence).
Once you turn on the ability to hear specific words from your inner voice and open up to wisdom beyond your mind, a whole new world begins to unfold for you, as your inner voice can give you direct guidance on how to shift your life in a sovereign, loving way.
I've seen the gamut of spiritual practice that exists today — from being raised as a fundamentalist Evangelical Christian, to exploring the cutting edge of spiritual expression in Charismatic Christianity in my 20's, to letting go of assumptions as an agnostic in my early 30's, to learning from many modern spiritual teachers outside of religion in my late 30's.
But it's what I've discovered since coming inside that's compelled me to bring my work to the world. The inner voice showed me a life that's as far beyond the mind as a human is beyond a monkey. It's an evolutionary jump into wholeness that brings together the human and divine parts of your being, much as Jesus displayed 2,000 years ago.
The more I've integrated my life and tuned in to my inner essence, the more passion has bubbled up for bringing my true, unique offering to the world to invite, incite, and call for transformation in those I'm here to serve.
